2月12日
忏悔,然后祈祷
万能的上帝,主耶稣基督之父,万物创造者,全人类的审判者,
我们坦承与悲泣我们的多种的罪与恶,
这些我们不时透过思想、语言与行为对您的神的威严严重犯下的罪与恶,
足以令您对我们做出谴责与愤怒。
我们非常懊悔,也诚心对我们的错误感到抱歉;
记住错误令我们痛苦,错误的重担令人无法忍受。
请宽恕我们,请宽恕我们,最仁慈的天父,看在您的儿子我们的主耶稣基督的份上,
宽恕我们过去所有的错误,允许我们能在未来新生命中服务与取悦您,
透过我们的主耶稣基督去显扬您的名的光辉。阿门
I confess to almighty God
and to you, my brothers and sisters,
in what I have done,
and I ask blessed Mary, ever virgin,
all the angels and saints,
and you, my brothers and sisters,
to pray for me to the Lord our God.
THE L WORD中SHANE的教堂忏悔词
神父,请宽恕我的罪
Bless me father, for I have sinned
我上一次来忏悔是16年前了
It's been 16 years since my last confession
每个人都想要从我这里得到些什么
Everyone want something from me and
但我觉得我已经没什么可以给予的了
I don't feel like I have anything left to give
(到现在为止你都给了她们些什么呢
What have you been giving up until now)
性
Sex
(这是人们基本上想要的
That's mainly what people want)
老实说我现在也不知道了
Actually I don't even know at this point
我不知道我不知道
I don't know I don't know I don't know
(你是不是觉得你必须去满足每个想和你发生关系的人的需要吗
Do you feel you have to have sex with everyone who wants it)
在教堂的时候我不用
In church I didn't
以前我住过教堂的避难所
I used to live in church shelter so
(那什么时候的事呢
When was that)
大概10岁的时候
I guessed I was 10
我从我的寄养家庭里跑出来
and I ran away from my foster family because
因为有人告诉我,我的亲生母亲回到Austin了
someone told me my real mom is back in Austin
她住过那个避难所
and she used to go to that shelter
在她戒毒的时候
when she's trying to get clean
(你母亲有毒瘾吗
Your mother was a drug addict?)
是的
Yeah
(你有没有想过去参加团契
Have you ever consider joining a church group)
没有
No
不不不,我不喜欢团契
No no no. I don't like groups
我喜欢忏悔的原因是
The thing I like about confession is
你不用看到对方的脸
You don't have to see the other person's face
不用看到他们有多难过
and you don't have to see how hurt they are
当他们发现到
When they realized that
你没办法达到他们的期望的时候
you can't be that thing they want you to be
(但也许你还是可能会遇上某些
You might find there are people
不想从你这里得到任何东西的人
who don't want anything from you
他们只是想要了解你
They just want to know you)
大概吧,我还没遇到过那样的人
Yeah I haven't met anyone like that
不管怎样,也没什么好知道的
Anyways, there's nothing to know
(我的孩子,你能不能考虑一下
My friend, would you just consider it)
谢谢你
Thank you
The thing I like about confession is
You don't have to see the other person's face
在冰雪中忏悔,在重生中祷告.
